I’ve been meaning to post this all week, but in the mad rush up to Christmas I kept running out of time. So finally today, on Christmas Day, I am taking a few moments to write about one of my most favorite books, The Children of Green Knowe by Lucy M. Boston.

I re-read this book at least once a year, but Christmas is really the best time for it. It’s the story of a boy, Toseland (“Tolly”), who comes to stay with his Great-grandmother Oldknow in the ancient manor house Green Knowe. His grandmother tells him stories of three other children who lived in the house in the 17th century: Toby, Alexander and Linnet. The stories mix past and present, and Tolly soon learns that Toby, Alexander and Linnet are still there at Green Knowe…in the walls, in the candlelit rooms, around dark corners and roaming the landscaped grounds.

The story takes place at Christmastime. The other-worldliness of Green Knowe starts off immediately: when Tolly arrives, the meadows around Green Knowe are flooded from winter rains. The house sits on a high point on the bank of a river, and rises out of the water “like an ark” (causing Tolly to think of Green Knowe as Green Noah). A taxi driver drives Tolly from the train station over flooded roads. When the water grows too deep and they can go no further, the groundskeeper from Green Knowe, Boggis, meets Tolly in a rowboat and takes him the rest of the way to the house. I’ll quote heavily from the book, because nothing but Lucy Boston’s beautiful words can really do the book justice:

Mr. Boggis handed him the lantern and told him to kneel up in the bows with it and shout if they were likely to bump into anything. They rowed round two corners in the road and then in at a big white gate. Toseland waved the lantern about and saw trees and bushes standing in the water, and presently the boat was rocked by quite a strong current and the reflection of the lantern streamed away in elastic jigsaw shapes and made gold rings round the tree trunks. At last they came to a still pool reaching to the steps of the house, and the keel of the boat grated on gravel. The windows were all lit up, but it was too dark to see what kind of a house it was, only that it was high and narrow like a tower.

Boggis takes Tolly inside the mysterious old house, and he meets his Great-grandmother for the first time in a room “much like the ruined castles that he had explored on school picnics, only this was not a ruin.”

His great-grandmother was sitting by a huge open fireplace where logs and peat were burning. The room smelled of woods and wood-smoke. He forgot about her being frighteningly old. She had short silver curls and her face had so many wrinkles it looked as if someone had been trying to draw her for a very long time and every line  put in had made the face more like her. She was wearing a soft dress of folded velvet that was as black as a hole in darkness. The room was full of candles in glass candlesticks, and there was candlelight in her ring when she held out her hand to him.

“So you’ve come back!” she said, smiling, as he came forward, and he found himself leaning against her shoulder as if he knew her quite well.

“Why do you say ‘come back’?” he asked, not at all shy.

“I wondered whose face it would be of all the faces I knew,” she said. “They always come back. You are like another Toseland, your grandfather. What a good thing you have the right name, because I should always be calling you Tolly anyway…”

Several days later (after the flood waters have receded), the ghostly, Christmassy setting is captured this description of the first snow:

Outside, the world was most magical. It had stopped snowing. The garden looked like the back of a giant swan curled up to sleep. There was nothing but white slopes, white curves, white rounded softnesses with bright blue shadows. Nothing had been scraped aside or trodden on. The only footmarks were the birds’ round the door. The yew trees had disappeared. In their place were white hills with folds and creases in their sides. Tolly picked up a handful of snow and found it was made up of tiny violet stars. He could hardly eat his breakfast for excitement.

My favorite scene comes from the story Great-grandmother Oldknow tells Tolly about Linnet. It happens on Christmas Eve. The family has gone on foot to the little church in the village because the icy road is too slippery for horses and the ruts too hard for the carriage wheels. Linnet has to stay behind because she is too small to walk all that way. She curls up in her bed in her attic room with her little dog Orlando, and listens to “the wind singing through the icicles outside…an eerie sound that made her think of the enormous silence of the country across which it blew…” She hears more sounds, then finally gets up and opens the windows and peers outside and witnesses the miracle of the great stone statue of St. Christopher that sits in their garden come to life:

Out into the moonlight came St. Christopher himself, huge and gentle with his head among the stars, taking the stone Child on his shoulder to Midnight Mass. As they went past, Orlando lifted his chin and gave a little cry, and from the stables came a quiet whinny. All the birds in the spruce tree woke up and flew out of the window, circling round St. Christopher with excited calls. The stone giant strode across the lawns with his bare feet and soon came to the river. At the edge there was thin, loose ice that shivered like a windowpane as he stepped in. The water rushed round his legs and the reflection of the moon was torn to wet ribbons. The stream crept up to his waist and, as he still went on, to his armpits. When it looked as if he could go no farther Linnet heard a child’s voice singing gaily. The sound was torn and scattered by the wind as the moon’s reflection had been by the water, but she recognized the song as it came in snatches.

Tomorrow shall be my dancing day
I would my true love did so chance
To see the legend of my play
To call my true love to the dance,
Sing O my love, O my love, my love, my love,
This have I done for my true love.

The Children of Green Knowe was written by Lucy M. Boston in 1954. Her son, Peter Boston, did the illustrations. It is the first of six books she wrote about Green Knowe, which she based on her real-life home of The Manor Hemingford Grey. The Manor, built in 1130, has the distinction of being one of the oldest continually inhabited houses in Great Britain. The house is open to the public now (Lucy Boston died in 1990, and her daughter-in-law now lives in the home and often gives the tours herself). I’ve never visited the house, but would love to one day.

A BBC miniseries was made of The Children of Green Knowe in the 1980s, the episodes are available for viewing on YouTube. I’ve watched several of the episodes and although the special effects are very dated, it seems to be a very faithful adaptation.

In 2009, Julian Fellowes (writer of 2001′s Gosford Park, for which he won an Oscar, and currently Downton Abbey) wrote the screenplay and directed a movie version of the second Green Knowe book, called The Chimneys of Green Knowe in the UK and The Treasure of Green Knowe in the US. The movie (to make things more confusing) was called neither—it was called From Time to Time.

I anxiously waited for From Time to Time to be released in the US, but unfortunately it never was. Likewise, Region 1 DVDs of the movie (i.e., US-formatted) do not seem to be available.

However, just yesterday I noticed that some industrious person has broken the movie into 10 pieces and uploaded it to YouTube. What a Happy Christmas present for me! I was finally able to see it, and although the story has been changed in some ways, I enjoyed it very much. How can one go wrong with Maggie Smith and Timothy Spall?

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Well, family and friends are calling (not to mention the dogs). I’ve hidden in my home office writing this post long enough. I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas. I plan on curling up tonight with my copy of The Children of Green Knowe, because, as Great-grandmother Oldknow says to Tolly…I always come back.

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I found this sketch while cleaning out my studio last spring:

It was one of the pencil sketches I did before completing this painting, Walking the Fence, ten years ago:

I did a whole series of paintings of Celtic Springs Farm back then (they are included in my online gallery). In spite of the fact that the execution and draftsmanship of this piece is not the best (I think Pa and the Team and The Barn were more successful), this one is probably my favorite of that series. Why? Because of the story behind it.

20-odd years ago, the farm was roughly 70 acres and the pastures were divided by a combination of split-rail and wire fencing. The cows would sometimes (more by accident than by design) knock down a section of the wire fence and wander free. One of the neighbors would call and alert us that the cows were in the road, or in their pasture, or peering in their windows. We would round them up and bring them home, and then “walk the fence” to find the section that was down.

70 acres can be a lot of fence to walk.

It happened in the summer, spring, fall…the cows didn’t care what time of year it was. But for some reason, when I think about walking the fence, it’s always winter. It’s winter and there is snow on the ground; it’s bitter cold and late in the day. The light is fading from the sky and my dad and I have to find the section of downed fence before dinner. I’m hungry and cursing the cows. All I can think about is the warm kitchen, the fireplace in the corner, taking off my wet boots and eating a hot dinner. Dad is carrying a flashlight because, as we both know, it will be dark by the time we make our way back to the house.

Funny. What seemed like torture back then seems so gloriously uncomplicated now.

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Field #3. © 2011 Sean W. Byrne

First autumn morning:
the mirror I stare into
shows my father’s face.

Kijo Murakami (1865-1938)

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I heard about the October Photo Hunt contest over at Karma’s When I Feel Like It Blog via my blogger friend Kathy of the Lake Superior Spirit Blog. The rules? Three to six photos that illustrate idioms. Here is a list of idioms to help you get started. After you post your photos on your blog, you go to Karma’s blog and provide a link. The deadline is Halloween.

I have five photos. I’ll start with the two Halloweenie ones:

Out On a Limb

On the Fence

Until the Cows Come Home

Hold Your Horses

It Takes Two to Tango

 

 

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Illustration from my work-in-progress. © 2011 Sean W. Byrne.

I am trapped in an era in which I’ve never lived.

It is the era in which my grandparents lived. A time when everyone wore hats. When automobiles and telephones came only in black. When letters were written with fountain pens and sealed with wax, and penmanship was important because (like a hat), it said something about its owner. In this time, letters weren’t written in haste, but composed with care.

Last Tuesday, at work: I am responding to an email. The phone rings. I stop typing and answer it. After I hang up, I manage to type two more words before a coworker sticks his head in my office and asks me a question. Ten minutes later, I return to my email. I type another two words when my cell phone beeps. I have a text message. While answering it, I receive a voice call on the very same phone. Much, much (much!) later, after many more interruptions, I finally finish the email. I notice there are over a dozen Autosave versions of it in my Drafts folder.

My grandfather worked for a company that made maps. His workspace consisted of a large room, and in the middle of the room was a shallow, rectangular reservoir filled with a developing solution. The whole place smelled of chemicals. Around the perimeter of the room were offices. My grandfather sat in one of these offices, at a big wooden desk with a wooden swivel chair. There was a high demand for road maps back then. The Interstates were new and road travel was big. The company updated their maps every couple of years. “It’s a neverending job,” my grandfather used to say.

Last spring: I am driving to a birthday celebration for a friend. We are meeting for dinner at a restaurant in a recently developed area of town. I am using my GPS. It indicates that the restaurant is straight ahead, in a strip mall on the right. I stop at the coordinates indicated. There is no restaurant there, only a newly constructed bank. I keep driving, past more strip malls, a parking lot, another bank. The GPS recalculates and gives it another shot, sending me back in the direction from which I came. Again, I arrive at the coordinates, and again…no restaurant. All the new buildings and roads have sprung up overnight like mushrooms, and nobody has bothered to tell the satellites.

My grandfather was an artist. He used to sit in his favorite easy chair with a drawing board on his lap and sketch. I would climb into his lap and ask him to draw me things: a dolphin, a monkey, a monster with a human brain. He was mysterious and exciting. He had tattoos on his arms (“Never get one,” he told me more than once, “you’ll regret it.”). One of his legs was artificial, from a motorcycle accident in his youth. I always sat on the other leg—the soft one. He had performed in vaudeville as a child and later, as a young man, earned a living as a nightclub singer. That was when he met my grandmother. They eloped to New York City in 1939. Jimmy Stewart’s New York. Katharine Hepburn’s New York. The New York of another time, when everything was magic.

I am trapped in an era in which I’ve never lived.

But “trapped” isn’t really the right word. “Trapped” implies I want to leave. And when I am done writing or drawing for the day (or more often, for the night), and it’s time to come back through the wardrobe to this world, I feel a tug in my chest akin to homesickness. I don’t want to leave the world on the other side of the keyboard, on the other side of the drawing board.

I am trapped, actually, in the era in which I live.

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Inside Us (Nightbird)

Outside in the night
There are headlights, sidewalks, trees and a ditch
A darkened store hunches beside a car wash.
A nightbird sings and a piece of sky falls
Like hail, or a rock from a bridge.
The night feels so big.

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Thinking about making these:

Who wants one?

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A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness. Inspired by an idea from Siobhan Dowd. Illustrated by Jim Kay.

From Amazon.com:

An unflinching, darkly funny, and deeply moving story of a boy, his seriously ill mother, and an unexpected monstrous visitor. At seven minutes past midnight, thirteen-year-old Conor wakes to find a monster outside his bedroom window. But it isn’t the monster Conor’s been expecting—he’s been expecting the one from his nightmare, the nightmare he’s had nearly every night since his mother started her treatments. The monster in his backyard is different. It’s ancient. And wild. And it wants something from Conor. Something terrible and dangerous. It wants the truth. From the final idea of award-winning author Siobhan Dowd—whose premature death from cancer prevented her from writing it herself—Patrick Ness has spun a haunting and darkly funny novel of mischief, loss, and monsters both real and imagined.

I’ve been waiting anxiously for the US publication of this book (it’s been available in the UK and Australia for months). Jim Kay’s illustrations were what first caught my attention when I read about this book online. Dark. Moody. Moving. Beautiful. (You may visit Jim Kay’s website here, where there are more images of his artwork, as well as more from this book. You may visit author Patrick Ness’ website here.)

I got a call on Tuesday from Quail Ridge Books that my pre-ordered copy was in—a pleasant surprise since I wasn’t expecting it until the end of the month. I picked it up after work, took it home, and read it in one sitting.

It’s a quick read, but not always an easy one. The stark prose and eerie illustrations set the tone of the story early on. Author Patrick Ness steers clear of sentimentality—ensuring that the story never strays from its original idea: that truth is often painful and unfair.

From his bedroom window, Conor can see a yew tree on top of a hill. One night, the yew tree takes on the form of a monster, shambles up to Conor’s window, and speaks to him. (The monster reminded me of another yew tree monster: Green Noah from Lucy Boston’s The Children of Green Knowe, although Patrick Ness’ monster, which speaks directly into Conor’s mind, I found to be scarier.)

The monster says to Conor:

Here is what will happen, Conor O’Malley. I will come to you again on further nights. And I will tell you three stories…And when I have finished my three stories, you will tell me a fourth. You will tell me a fourth, and it will be the truth.

The stories the monster tells Conor make him angry. A good prince is a murderer. An evil queen is rescued. An innocent farmer’s daughter dies for no reason. They seem like, in Conor’s own words, “a cheat.”

“I don’t understand,” Conor says, “Who’s the good guy here?”

There is not always a good guy. The monster says. Nor is there always a bad one. Most people are somewhere in between.

With each story the monster tells him, Conor faces more of life’s truths. And when it comes time for Conor to tell the fourth story, his story, his truth…the book draws to its inevitable conclusion.

The words and pictures deftly capture the fear and instability surrounding 13-year old Conor. The loneliness, the isolation, the frustration…he is dealing with bullies at school, an absent father, an emotionally distant grandmother…and on top of all of this, the guilt and pain of losing a parent.

As the story unfolds, you feel Conor’s fear and anger as he watches his mother succumb to cancer, and the ending of the story is apparent. Any other outcome would not fit the central idea of painful truths (it would be a “cheat”), but knowing the ending did not make the journey any less compelling, or the story any less powerful.

Parts of the story moved me deeply (the tender relationship between Conor and his mother), and parts were so spare and detached they bordered on being cold (the bullying scenes at school). But the honesty and grief of the story is both challenging and satisfying. It grabbed me and didn’t release its hold till the very end.

Stories are the wildest things of all. The monster tells Conor. Stories chase and bite and hunt… When you let them loose, who knows what havoc they might wreak?

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Since the tornadoes, I’ve got dinosaurs on the brain. This was written years ago, on a layover.

In an Airport in Texas

Through geometric window walls
Low clouds fat with rain
Hang over miles of asphalt and dinosaur bones.

Garbled noise funneled through tubes
ricochets in the space
between the I-beams and nylon flags

And punctures artificial air
Thick with the stink of
Cheap padding on plastic chairs.

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The wind tore through NC last Saturday.

64 funnel clouds blew the sky down, uprooted trees, flattened buildings, and sucked the internet up and carried it away. Without email or cable for days… I lived in a news vacuum save for that antiquated old standby: the newspaper.

When the storm hit, the dogs and I huddled in the back bedroom (except for Huckleberry who, for some reason, felt determined to remain in my home office, under my desk, curled up on his cushion). The gusts blasted against the house, followed by sporadic, angry bursts of rain and hailstones. I’m not sure how long it all lasted. My sense of time, like the internet, was snatched away by the funnel clouds.

Later, when the world grew quiet, my phone began to ring and buzz with text messages. Are you okay? Is everything all right? Any damage? Calls from family members and friends… from here in NC… from PA and NY and VA…

That evening, out in the front yard with the dogs, I saw white shapes glowing in the twilight. Bleached dinosaur bones were scattered across the lawn. I heard a creak and a sigh from above and looked up. The power tower on the edge of the yard was twisted, its skeletal arms broken and hanging; the power lines sagging. The upper half of a shattered ceramic insulator dangled from its side.

My cell phone rang. It was Gaston calling from Washington D.C.

“The power tower is damaged,” I told him, “There are bits of ceramic insulators all over the lawn.”

“Did you call the power company?”

“No. We have no internet. I don’t know the number.”

“Look in the phone book.”

Phone book? Do we still have a phone book? Who has phone books?

The power company arrived the next day to take photos. More teams showed up on Monday to assess the damage and on Tuesday, the prehistoric bucket trucks arrived to bring the Future back.

They’ve spent the past three days replacing the tower with a brand new one: a single pole that is anchored ten or twenty feet into the ground. Unlike the old one that had a footprint as wide as the Eiffel Tower’s, the new one blends in better with the landscaping.

Yesterday evening they began disassembling the 40-year old (50-year old?) tower, breaking it apart from the top down and hauling it away. I could hear the groan of tired metal and the whirr of the buzz saw as I made dinner. And when the convoy of giant bucket trucks quit for the day and rumbled away down the street, three quarters of the old tower was gone, leaving behind a scattering of dinosaur bones on the ground.

I collected a few to keep as souvenirs. I made a small pile of the relics, fossils of another age. Unlike most of the composite polymer ones made today, these are porcelain. Sad they aren’t all still made of porcelain. I’m glad these dinosaur bones are made of the real deal.

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